| Debbie |
[Nov. 18th, 2006|08:38 am] |
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I know you'll probably never respond to this but. I don't mind that so much anymore. Im just glad Im still able to contact you if I need to. That gives me hope for us...I mean. If it were ever possible. I thought about this very much, even more so since halloween. I'll never celebrate halloween again. I wanted to call you. I tried so many times. But I was so angry that I knew if I did I would only make things worse. Around 4 am on october 31st my dad had a massive stroke...Within two minutes of the realazation that something wassnt right he slipped into a coma. By the time he got to hospital he was not longer breathing on his own. We found out that he was bleeding severely from his brainstem and would never recover. We called the family and those who wanted to come did. November 1st he was taken off the respirator. Even though he couldnt breath on his own he fought for two hours before he finally passed away. His funeral was monday. I dont know why but it made me think of you. I can walk away from anyone I've proven that so why cant I just leave you alone? I know you liked my dad and all I want is for you to pray for him. I dont exspect a reply. Thats ok. I hope that maybe someday I can begin to repent for everything I did to you. |
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| WTF? |
[Jul. 28th, 2006|11:09 am] |
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somebody deleted my myspace account. |
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| Unfortunate Endings |
[Jul. 21st, 2006|10:54 am] |
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| |  crappy | ] |
well. yes I fucked up. I admit I was drunk. buuut. when I tried to talk about it with, well you know who you are. Im being ignored. fine then. thats rather immature but to each his own I suppouse. so to you (again you know who you are) I apologize, I didnt realize what I was doing. I would like to be forgiven but Im also aware of the thin line I was walking to begin with. so if the friendship is over can we please end it on a good note?
also. I wont be useing LJ anymore.(however I will check and respond to comments, just no more entries) find me on myspace. |
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| whoohoo |
[May. 8th, 2006|07:52 am] |
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| |  anxious | ] |
Im just asking for trouble. But I REALLY want a Ball Python |
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| crazy fat rant! |
[May. 5th, 2006|06:01 pm] |
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| |  I have pizza | ] |
dammit. I keep feeling like something big is comeing up and I dont know what it is....OMG I know! Im getting my license! whoooa. I need you adress Deb so I can come abduct you so we can go be fat together! HOORAY! Cuz after all you know we need love too. and just between you and me. being fat doesnt bother me. Im useful now. like. Im warm and soft and I smell good. AHa. But Aj's buddy Jeff wants to rain on my fat parade. he said Im not fat just slightly overweight for someone my height. fine fine. But I actually saw my ass today like...a sighting. and it was truthfully kinda nice. imagine that. |
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| bored |
[May. 1st, 2006|04:09 pm] |
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So I finally got my shit together and Im takeing the drivers test on the 9th which is also my moms birthday. I am so goddamn tired. I've been cleaning all weekend with AJ and Rent it due today but we're 99 bucks short so we're gonna have to pay it late. |
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| hmm. |
[Apr. 18th, 2006|04:06 pm] |
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| | cranky | ] |
Well. I've be take my drivers test soon so I can drive without a 21 year old with me soon I hope. and then I can do what I want. Im getting sick. Last night Aj (bless his heart) was trying to teach me 3 point turns. I kept going in the gutter.I suck. He was patient. even though I wassnt. |
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| Lets ALL come out of the musical closet |
[Apr. 14th, 2006|12:49 pm] |
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| |  awake | ] |
I listen to Simple Plan, Fallout boy and My chem. Am I *shifty eyes* EMO?!?!?
*laughs* fuck no. I listen to country too and Im not a redneck.
I am a melting pot of music. I also listen to Slipknot, Mudvayne and Crossbreed.
and then I might turn around and list to HIM, Apocalyptica and CKY.
I like rap too. My god I should be shot and not just ICP and theirs.
I like....DMX,Trick Daddy,Ja Rule and Ludacris among other things.
Ahhh country. Nothing like a little Big And Rich. Or maybe some Garth Brookes.
Last but definately not least I absolutly love old (american) Indian music and Irish folk songs.
(i've even been documented listening to contemporary christian)
HEY EVERYONE. LIST WHAT YOU LISTEN TOO. EMBARASSING OR NOT.
(Hanson...*cough/tear) |
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| meow |
[Apr. 14th, 2006|12:28 pm] |
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| |  Blah like "Woa" | ] |
Aj's mom works at the DMV and she made sure this morning that my license is strait. I feel like an enormous weight was lifted from my shoulders.The guy (Norm) that we bought the Jimmy from rawks so much that when I get a job imma go back and get another car from him. He works at Suncoast Auto Brokers on 66th street near 86th ave. before the 66/park ugly pipe... I've got free oil changes for as long as I have the car. and if anythings wrong with it even past the 30 day warrenty they fix it for free. the Jimmy was 8,995.00 and we put 3k down on it. our payments are only 140 a month!
Holy shit. Im a car commercial.
well anyway.I gotta clean the apartment and eat so. |
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| good news. |
[Apr. 13th, 2006|11:30 pm] |
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| | happy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | disturbed:ten-thousand fists | ] |
I finally got my tickets paid and my license re-instated. goodie goodie gum drops. Now. I just have to learn how to drive the SUV. I've never driven one so. (I suck. I've only had cars... *tear*) |
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